Monday, January 25, 2010
26 Jan
aye ~
It's been VERY long since i blogged.
I'm lazy(+est) to do anything these days,
lazy to walk out of my room,
lazy to go out,
lazy to gym,
lazy to run...
dang, must be the pre-NS syndrome haha.
I don't have much worries about NS really,
it's just that I dread growing up that's all.
The thing that I fear most is reality, I guess.
They say the world out there is harsh,
and kind people get swallowed by the crafty.
I'm not the kind to be crafty towards others,
not one bit.
And I certainly don't want to change this.
I prefer to be the kind, naive dude.
At least I don't have to crack my head
over how to step on others to get to success.
Life's short man,
seeing others happy is what makes me happy :)
And they say NS trains boys to be men,
GREAT @@"
And,
I'm slowly beginning to understand,
why adults say they love to be students.
Now that I'm free to do some thinking,
I feel that a student's life is the most carefree.
Think about it.
As a student, you don't have to earn your keep.
You have more holidays than an adult and
small money just seem so big.
iPod, games, consoles are luxuries for a student.
Cars, houses, career are luxuries for an adult.
See the big big difference in value?
It's so much easier to be satisfied being a student,
than being an adult.
Moreover, as a student, you have more time.
More time to spend with your family,
your friends,
heck, you even have more friends as a student.
When you get out to work and go separate ways,
your friends leave you one by one.
It's really saddening,
to see close friends drift apart from your life.
Plus, as a single and available guy,
all the more I understand the importance of friends.
Dang, i miss my school days already :(
Any students reading this should totally cherish your time in school.
Trust me, stress in books is nothing compared to stress in life.
(ahhh, why do I feel so old and emo? haha)
hmm,
I've been thinking lately as well,
what kind of a person I am..
(i really have too much time @@)
Conclusion: I don't know ~
haha,
It's really not accurate to think about it yourself,
what I deem mature is seen as naive
(all the time eh? Daniel =.=)
So much so that I don't think anymore about myself,
I just do what feels right :)
dang,
I'm bored,
it's 2 in the morning,
and I don't feel like sleeping.
Pathetically trying to lengthen this post too.
Let's see..hmm...
Ah yes,
another thought of mine:
Ever wonder why stealing is wrong?
After much thought I don't think it is.
You see,
stealing is another form of ensuring one's survival.
It may seem ridiculous,
but looking at animals,
stealing to them is just another form of surviving.
Just because we are "civilised", though we aren't in many ways,
we deem stealing as wrong and punishable.
Adults use their wits and tactically steal positions from others,
but get away with it scot free - ?!?!
There seems to be no logic ~
-pardon me, I'm not emo,
I'm just bored-
hmm..what else have I been thinking about..
ah yes, my single status.
Previously, I've been envious of couples,
and have been trying to get to know more people,
searching for the right one.
But I realised that,
there's a problem lying with me.
It's not about my gender preference (this is for clarity to DANIEL),
I just realise that,
for one,
I don't put all my effort into knowing a girl well.
You see, the dramas I've watched made me understand that,
you have to earn yourself a partner.
And I don't think that I'm that significant in anyone's life,
considering the fact that I'm still not close enough to participate that much.
Naturally, I don't deserve one.
For the other,
the me right now doesn't really feel the need for a partner.
I can pretty much do many things myself,
I don't feel the reliance on the missing half, yet.
I just don't feel the romance, yet.
All I ever want is fun,
and if getting a partner isn't fun,
then I quit :P
haha .
Hear this song and you will know :)
歌名 - 爱不单行
找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一个人过生活
爱 只有简单笔画
却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗
为何我还相信 它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕
用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁
爱 只有简单笔划
却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能 将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗
为何我还相信 它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行
别害怕
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行
相信它
I guess that's the end of my thoughts recently.
As troublesome as it is, and being the lazy me,
I should leave some time and do some packing for army :S
army army army,
that's all there is recently,
dang ~
I don't know how to tell you,
but I do love you more than you think:)
RadicalLove
It's been VERY long since i blogged.
I'm lazy(+est) to do anything these days,
lazy to walk out of my room,
lazy to go out,
lazy to gym,
lazy to run...
dang, must be the pre-NS syndrome haha.
I don't have much worries about NS really,
it's just that I dread growing up that's all.
The thing that I fear most is reality, I guess.
They say the world out there is harsh,
and kind people get swallowed by the crafty.
I'm not the kind to be crafty towards others,
not one bit.
And I certainly don't want to change this.
I prefer to be the kind, naive dude.
At least I don't have to crack my head
over how to step on others to get to success.
Life's short man,
seeing others happy is what makes me happy :)
And they say NS trains boys to be men,
GREAT @@"
And,
I'm slowly beginning to understand,
why adults say they love to be students.
Now that I'm free to do some thinking,
I feel that a student's life is the most carefree.
Think about it.
As a student, you don't have to earn your keep.
You have more holidays than an adult and
small money just seem so big.
iPod, games, consoles are luxuries for a student.
Cars, houses, career are luxuries for an adult.
See the big big difference in value?
It's so much easier to be satisfied being a student,
than being an adult.
Moreover, as a student, you have more time.
More time to spend with your family,
your friends,
heck, you even have more friends as a student.
When you get out to work and go separate ways,
your friends leave you one by one.
It's really saddening,
to see close friends drift apart from your life.
Plus, as a single and available guy,
all the more I understand the importance of friends.
Dang, i miss my school days already :(
Any students reading this should totally cherish your time in school.
Trust me, stress in books is nothing compared to stress in life.
(ahhh, why do I feel so old and emo? haha)
hmm,
I've been thinking lately as well,
what kind of a person I am..
(i really have too much time @@)
Conclusion: I don't know ~
haha,
It's really not accurate to think about it yourself,
what I deem mature is seen as naive
(all the time eh? Daniel =.=)
So much so that I don't think anymore about myself,
I just do what feels right :)
dang,
I'm bored,
it's 2 in the morning,
and I don't feel like sleeping.
Pathetically trying to lengthen this post too.
Let's see..hmm...
Ah yes,
another thought of mine:
Ever wonder why stealing is wrong?
After much thought I don't think it is.
You see,
stealing is another form of ensuring one's survival.
It may seem ridiculous,
but looking at animals,
stealing to them is just another form of surviving.
Just because we are "civilised", though we aren't in many ways,
we deem stealing as wrong and punishable.
Adults use their wits and tactically steal positions from others,
but get away with it scot free - ?!?!
There seems to be no logic ~
-pardon me, I'm not emo,
I'm just bored-
hmm..what else have I been thinking about..
ah yes, my single status.
Previously, I've been envious of couples,
and have been trying to get to know more people,
searching for the right one.
But I realised that,
there's a problem lying with me.
It's not about my gender preference (this is for clarity to DANIEL),
I just realise that,
for one,
I don't put all my effort into knowing a girl well.
You see, the dramas I've watched made me understand that,
you have to earn yourself a partner.
And I don't think that I'm that significant in anyone's life,
considering the fact that I'm still not close enough to participate that much.
Naturally, I don't deserve one.
For the other,
the me right now doesn't really feel the need for a partner.
I can pretty much do many things myself,
I don't feel the reliance on the missing half, yet.
I just don't feel the romance, yet.
All I ever want is fun,
and if getting a partner isn't fun,
then I quit :P
haha .
Hear this song and you will know :)
歌名 - 爱不单行
找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一个人过生活
爱 只有简单笔画
却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗
为何我还相信 它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕
用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁
爱 只有简单笔划
却比想像复杂 恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能 将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗
为何我还相信 它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行
别害怕
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我 爱不单行
相信它
I guess that's the end of my thoughts recently.
As troublesome as it is, and being the lazy me,
I should leave some time and do some packing for army :S
army army army,
that's all there is recently,
dang ~
I don't know how to tell you,
but I do love you more than you think:)
RadicalLove
i want you back at 9:30 AM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy