Wednesday, July 1, 2009
1 Jul
1st week of sch is ending ~
CT2 is starting ~
but wtf ?
im still in holiday mood .
GG .
did nth much this week,
i juz feel so aimless nowadays,
no motivation to mug
i juz dunno much abt my own future,
like wat course im taking in uni,
wat qualifications i need
keep telling myself that the better scores i get,
the more choices i have,
but it doesnt seem to motivate me that much .
sigh ...
all these mugging,
i wonder if its worthwhile ._.
frankly,
i don worry abt my future at all,
i juz need my 3 meals and a source of entertainment,
tats enuff haha .
but its a mentality of mine,
to work hard for my family in future
to provide them with everything
but , right now ,
i dun even have a girlfren,
like wth . talk abt family ,
hw to get motivated sia .
wat shitzzzzzzz .
someone talk to me and motivate me rawrrrr
ive been thinking abt NS alot yea
i wish i can get in sooner
but haha , dan and xinhao says
now u wan get in sooner,
but u wish u can get out sooner also.
haha . i donno ,
i juz look forward to the disciplined life in NS haha .
negative points of NS ? the bald head LOL .
though i was bald before ._.
oh ,
and erm i broke my blister while doing pullups ,
damn zai right ._.
my left hand was crippled for one day .
and im out of commission for pullups for another 3 days .
nOoOooooo . juz when i think im getting bulker T.T
at least my arms are enlarging ,
chest ? ganbatte
it seems that you have chosen silence,
not looking back at all.
well, it's fine with me anyway.
but, i'm very sad;
sad that i have lost such a close friend.
those times we shared,
i will never forget them.
you made me realise who i am,
you made me realise who i need,
most importantly,
you have given me a feeling of love;
no matter how short it lasted,
no matter how true it felt,
it was the first time in my life,
that i knew what it is like to be loved.
you may or may not be reading this,
you may or may not care what i am writing,
but all i want to say is,
you were a close friend of mine.
it seems that you are distancing yourself,
but,
it's okay.
i will treat you like the rest of my friends,
but we will never be as close as before.
-wishes on a shooting star, don't come true, not for me-
the curtain has finally closed;
who will lift it up for me to perform again?
RadicalLove
CT2 is starting ~
but wtf ?
im still in holiday mood .
GG .
did nth much this week,
i juz feel so aimless nowadays,
no motivation to mug
i juz dunno much abt my own future,
like wat course im taking in uni,
wat qualifications i need
keep telling myself that the better scores i get,
the more choices i have,
but it doesnt seem to motivate me that much .
sigh ...
all these mugging,
i wonder if its worthwhile ._.
frankly,
i don worry abt my future at all,
i juz need my 3 meals and a source of entertainment,
tats enuff haha .
but its a mentality of mine,
to work hard for my family in future
to provide them with everything
but , right now ,
i dun even have a girlfren,
like wth . talk abt family ,
hw to get motivated sia .
wat shitzzzzzzz .
someone talk to me and motivate me rawrrrr
ive been thinking abt NS alot yea
i wish i can get in sooner
but haha , dan and xinhao says
now u wan get in sooner,
but u wish u can get out sooner also.
haha . i donno ,
i juz look forward to the disciplined life in NS haha .
negative points of NS ? the bald head LOL .
though i was bald before ._.
oh ,
and erm i broke my blister while doing pullups ,
damn zai right ._.
my left hand was crippled for one day .
and im out of commission for pullups for another 3 days .
nOoOooooo . juz when i think im getting bulker T.T
at least my arms are enlarging ,
chest ? ganbatte
it seems that you have chosen silence,
not looking back at all.
well, it's fine with me anyway.
but, i'm very sad;
sad that i have lost such a close friend.
those times we shared,
i will never forget them.
you made me realise who i am,
you made me realise who i need,
most importantly,
you have given me a feeling of love;
no matter how short it lasted,
no matter how true it felt,
it was the first time in my life,
that i knew what it is like to be loved.
you may or may not be reading this,
you may or may not care what i am writing,
but all i want to say is,
you were a close friend of mine.
it seems that you are distancing yourself,
but,
it's okay.
i will treat you like the rest of my friends,
but we will never be as close as before.
-wishes on a shooting star, don't come true, not for me-
the curtain has finally closed;
who will lift it up for me to perform again?
RadicalLove
i want you back at 7:31 AM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy