Tuesday, May 5, 2009
5 May
that i learned to rely on ppl,
Since when was it,
the illusions started,
Since when was it,
i became so weak.
I should have realised it
'friends' clouded my vision
'friends' pulled me away from solitude
'friends' made me weak.
I should have realised it
when im alone,
im nt afraid
when im alone,
i dun look for help
when im alone,
i dun find excuses
when im alone,
im the strongest.
The ability to solve my own problems
The ability to take it all on
The ability to overcome obstacles
I want it back.
All those stuff I said before,
it was all a fuckload of crap.
Expectations of ppl to stand by me
Expectations of ppl to be proud of me
Expectations of ppl to look up to me
Expectations of ppl to rely on me
What a bunch of shit.
All I ever needed was me,
me and me only,
I should never have expected much from others.
Weakling, crawl back to ur cell,
wait for that someone to break you out.
Until then,
I'm taking control.
Wake up,
dreams over.
There is nothing for u in the first place
nothing
void
emptiness
Get back to the fucking reality.
Friends.
Who needs them?
-無-
pulled back from the abyss
hw long will i be out this time ?
RadicalLove
i want you back at 1:23 AM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
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